SELF-PORTRAIT AS FICKLE CONSTRUCTION
Anthony Borruso
After Wes Anderson
An old man eases open a book
on a mid-century coffee table.
You’re introduced to each eccentric character
—there’s the housewife, cigarette
and silk negligee, in her climate
of quietude; the patriarch
with his pet falcon playing pinochle
with the butler; their youngest aims
his Bebe gun at the neighbor’s
begonias. At night,
the lighthouse illuminates their slice of providence.
A cassette deck spins its achronological
sound around the child prodigy, their eldest,
as she pens a Pulitzer play
inside her yellow tent. There’s a sense that things
are too symmetric. This is where I
come in—the visitor—looking rag-tag,
dripping bog water. The wife sees
how urgent and sludgy my situation is. She pours
hydrogen peroxide on my still wet wounds
as I tell her about my life, its angular
conundrums, its haphazard
soundtrack and unsynced mouths. No Beach Boy
ballads or khaki scouts, my mother slapped
two slices of ham on wheat
and whisked me out to the city bus,
school in an oversized cinderblock. O how I wanted
slingshots and moon pies, a house of cards
with fifteen triangular eyes. A stop-
motion fox who can dig his way
from thievery. All this as I grimace at the dab
of her cotton ball and pastels start to run.
Anthony Borruso is pursuing his Ph.D. in Creative Writing at Florida State University where he is a Poetry Editor for Southeast Review. He has been a Pushcart Prize nominee and was selected as a finalist for Beloit Poetry Journal's Adrienne Rich Award by Natasha Trethewey. His poems have been published or are forthcoming in The American Journal of Poetry, Beloit Poetry Journal, Pleiades, Spillway, The Journal, THRUSH, Moon City Review, decomP, Frontier, and elsewhere.